Thursday, July 28, 2011

Home Sweet Home!

My Mom and I have made it home safe and sound! The plane ride yesterday was pretty good.... actually we were lucky we even landed! I guess there was talk of "rerouting" the plane due to a severe weather warning! Lucky for us, we landed safely! The only thing that went wrong was that we had to wait close to an hour and a half for our luggage! Due to the weather warning, they couldn't unload the bags from the plane! We weren't allowed to leave with our bags so we were stuck in baggage for quite some time!
Other than that, everything is going well and I am just so happy to be home!

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

I'm Goin' Home!

YESSSSS!!!!!! The results are finally in! I get to go home tomorrow!!! I am so excited to finally be in my own bed, in my familiar surroundings.....
Well the results of my last test today (the "extensive bladder" tests that I previously talked about), came back completely and totally 100% normal. This is good! The only thing is that there is STILL no answer to why I have frequent urination problems! The doctors just have no answers for this. To be honest, it's all very frustrating. I mean, it's good that we eliminated all the "scary" things from the picture, but I am still left with having chronic headaches and frequent urination (which to be frank, it a complete pain when it comes to going through the night). It's easy for a doctor to say "Oh, I don't know what's wrong with you." but it's different from a patients perspective. I just wanted answers! Like I have said in earlier posts, YES I did get an answer that my headaches aren't due to the growth in my brain, they aren't because I have a messed up hormone system.... the list is honestly endless of possible "triggers" for my headaches.
Although I didn't get all the answers I was hoping for, I am really grateful to be able to have this experience. If I was never able to do this, I would be sitting back wondering "Hum.... I wonder if the doctors at the Mayo would have any answers for me." I am really very happy that nothing is seriously wrong with me, and that I didn't need any kind of scary surgery or something like that.
Thank you to everyone who read my blog, and who gave their support to me and my family in the past few weeks (and not to mention years!). I promise to update this blog every so often, so make sure to check back in the future!

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Monday, July 25, 2011

Hey guys! Sorry for not doing a post last night, but we have been having some problems with the Wi-Fi in our room! It's all working now so I thought I should write this post before we lose our Internet again!
So yesterday my Mom and I went to the local mall here in Rochester. It was a lot smaller than the Mall of America, but there was still some good shopping! Actually, we met the sweetest lady in Herberger's (one of the major department stores). I was wanting to buy a perfume (and let me tell you we got it about $40 cheaper than we would have at home), and she was wanting to give my Mom and I the best deal possible. Not only were we saving $40, but she wanted to open an account at the store so we could get an extra 20% off! Now it would have been simple to set this account up, if we weren't from Canada. I bet you we spent about 40 minutes waiting to get this account set up. Normally, I would have just said "Forget about it", and would have paid for my stuff and left. Well, this lady wouldn't have it! She said she wanted me to have this deal, and would do whatever it takes to get it to happen. While we were waiting, she asked my Mom if I was her sister or her daughter!!! My Mom looked a little confused and said.... "I'm her mother." The lady looked shocked, and said "No way! You look way to young to be a mother!" Also, while we were waiting she asked us why we were in Rochester, and when we said I was here for the Mayo Clinic her face fell. She immediately said she was "so sorry to hear that." and that it was unfortunate that I had to go through all of the tests and whatnot. FINALLY, after about 40 minutes of waiting and waiting, our account was finally set up. She felt so bad about keeping us, that she gave us about $100 or more worth of free gifts! And when my Mom and I were about to leave she came out from behind the counter and gave both of us a hug! You sure don't see that too often.... people being kind and compassionate. I've found that down here in Rochester, everyone is really understanding and caring! We have met so many kind and genuine people, and I am really grateful for this experience.
Today I finished reading the novel Letters to God. It was such a moving, emotional book! It was basically about the story of a young 11 year old boy who had a rare form of brain cancer. As his method of coping, he wrote letters to God. In these letters, he asked questions about why he was sick, asked God to take care of his family and other simple things like help his best friend cope with his death. This book is starting to make me realize that life is short and that we have to enjoy every minute that we have. The book says that people tend to take the simple things in life for granted. I've seen so many sick kids, and I'm beginning to realize that I am lucky that my NF isn't as bad as it could be. I've heard horror stories about kids with NF, and I am nowhere as sick as some of these kids.
I would recommend this book to anyone who is looking for an inspiring message, but I would make sure to have a box of Kleenex nearby, it's a real tear jerker!

Saturday, July 23, 2011

Mall of America!

Yesterday my Mom and I went to the Mall of America since we had a little bit of down time. I had such a good time! To be honest, it really wasn't all that different than West Edmonton Mall. There were definitely more high end stores, but other than that most of them were the same. My Mom and I went into Nordstrom (because the lady driving the bus told us that is where all the ladies like to go shopping), and man are the prices INSANE! We saw a jacket that was ON SALE and it still cost $1200!!!! It wasn't even that nice to be honest!  But other than that, the prices down here are awesome! Clothes are so much cheaper!
For dinner my Mom and I went to the Rainforest Cafe.... it is such a cool place! I wish we had something like that in Canada!
Today we are just going to stick around the hotel and have a lazy day. This morning we had a wicked storm roll through, we were actually on a severe thunderstorm watch and were instructed not to leave the shelter of our "home".
I hope everyone has a great weekend! My next appointment is on Tuesday so my Mom and I have to find something to do in the meantime. It'll be nice to take a break from all the medical stuff!!!

Thursday, July 21, 2011

Third Times a Charm!

Appointment wise, I think today was one of the best days I've had yet! My first appointment was with a gynecologist to further investigate the growths that are in my pelvis. She said that there is no way to tell whether these growths are cyst or tumors without doing surgery. Since they are not causing any problems, they have decided to leave the growths alone. When we were done with that appointment, we went and saw a endocrinologist (hormone doctor). Man did he ever get riled up when I told him I was on growth hormones a few months back. Before I even started treatment I knew that there was a possibility that I would have new tumors grow or that the ones I already had would get bigger. What I didn't know was that sometimes people who are on growth hormones develop a disease that is exactly like mad cow disease! Scary!!!!! So when that appointment was over with we went back to the geneticist to see if any of my test results had come back. Unfortunately, the DNA test that I talked about previously in one of my posts takes about 4-5 WEEKS to analyze! She also told me that for the most part, most of my hormone levels are "normal". We are waiting for the results of my T4 levels (thyroxin) to be processed. I am having symptoms of hypothyroidism, which is when your brain doesn't make enough thyroid hormone, which is responsible for things like metabolism and body temperature. Since I am chronically cold, have dry skin, fatigue, lack of energy etc. they decided to see if my body is making enough thyroxin. Lastly, we had an appointment with a different neurologist, since the one we first saw really did no good to us. This guy on the other hand, was absolutely AMAZING! He actually took about 30 minutes to go through my MRI scans and he showed me different parts of the brain, what they do, what certain colours on the scan mean.... He also told me that since 2008 (which was when I was first diagnosed with a brain tumor) it has SHRUNK by nearly half it's original size! Unfortunately though, he didn't know why I was having daily headaches. That is the 7th neurologist we've seen and who has told us the exact same thing. He suggested that I increase the dosage of the medication I am on right now. At the moment, I am on 25 mg of this medication, but sometimes he said that patients require up to 200 mg!
So yes I am disappointed that we have no "magic cure" for my headaches, but I am slowly getting used to the idea that maybe I cannot be fixed. It's hard knowing that doctors (who are supposed to know everything) have no idea what's going on with me. But at the same time, it's comforting knowing we took my issues to the "top", and that we have done everyting possible to get rid of my headaches.
After a long day at the Mayo, my Mom and I went downtown to see the street festival that they have every Thursday. It was really cool! They had a whole bunch of different vendors selling things from hot dogs to suit jackets to sunglasses. Tomorrow, we are going to the Mall of America to have some fun!
So below is a picture of me with my geneticist (Dr. Babovic) and below that is a picture of me and the shuttle bus driver that I mentioned in my post from yesterday!

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

What a Fantastic Day!

Today was another great day at the Mayo. What an amazing place, I am so thankful for the opportunity to be seen by some of the worlds best doctors. Today, I saw an orthopedic surgeon about my scoliosis and the bony lumps that are on the first two ribs of my left rib cage. She was PHENOMENAL! She was so kind, gentle and actually had the time to address my concerns and questions. My Mom and I explained about our little incident yesterday with the neurologist and she actually was apologizing to my Mom and I! She even offered to have an appointment set up for me to see a pediatric neurologist tomorrow! After she took a bit of history of me and my scoliosis, she sent me to have x-rays of my neck. Yesterday, the neurologist was concerned about the curvature of my neck, but she said my scans looked good and everything was fine. She also suggested that the lumps on my ribs are due to the fact that the scoliosis has pushed my rib cage out, causing the bones to stick out as well. After that appointment, we went to go see the urologist for my frequent urination. He suggested that one of the tumors in my pelvis might be pressing on a nerve, which is causing my bladder to spam and then release urine when it isn't supposed to. Also, my brain could be making too much ADH (which makes you have to urinate), and if that is the case then that can be treated with medication. He set up an "extensive" test to measure the pelvic floor activity of my bladder.
Finally, after the urology appointment I went down to have an MRI. It lasted about an hour and a half, and it was absolutely BRUTAL to try and stay still. Near the hour mark, I started getting really uncomfortable and started squirming.

To all my Canadian friends, you have no idea how lucky we are to have free health care. We don't have to worry about paying outrageous costs for consultations and even for a simple blood test. Here, you have to pay for each individual hormone being tested. That's CRAZY!

I believe my Mom and I have made a new friend.... one of the guys who drives the shuttle back and forth from our hotel to the Mayo Clinic. Honestly, he kind of looks a bit like Santa Clause!!!. He is so funny, and is kind to everyone. He has actually given me a pet name... Smiley!

Oh! My Mom booked two seats on one of the local shuttle buses to go up to the Mall of America on Friday... I am SUPER excited about that!

My Mom and I have a bright and early day tomorrow, make sure to look out for my post!

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

My First Day!

Well, today was my first day of appointments at the Mayo Clinic. First, I saw Dr. Babovic (who was the genetics specialist) to discuss issues related to my NF. After my appointment, she said I was a rather "complex" case and was interested in how all of my test results turned out. Both my Mom and I decided to go ahead with some genetic testing. What this will do is tell us if my NF was due to a simple "mutation" of my chromosome 17, or if it was due to a deletion of a set of genes within the DNA of chromosome 17 (see image below).
As you can see from this image, a piece of the chromosome is missing. Although this is rare (it only appears in about 2-4% of patients with NF), Dr. Babovic said considering the complexity of my case, it wouldn't be a huge surprise to her if my results showed a deletion of genes. This can later in life lead to problems such as heart disease. After we set up this test, she scheduled me for some blood work (which I ended up doing today). My growth hormone levels were checked to see if being on growth hormones had any effect on me, and my cortisol levels were also checked (cortisol is an important hormone during times of stress as it regulates many things like blood sugar levels and heart rate). When I had hormone testing last June, the results showed that my cortisol levels were "borderline low", so nothing was done about it. Dr. Babovic wanted to make sure that the levels didn't change. In addition to those hormones, my thyroxin levels were checked, as I am showing signs of not enough thyroid hormone being produced. In addition to the blood work, an MRI scan of my brain was scheduled for tomorrow, as was an appointment with a endocrinologist AKA a hormone doctor (whom I will be seeing later next week or sometime this week if they can squeeze me in).
After being thoroughly examined by Dr. Babovic, I went to go see the neurologist Dr. O'Neill. To be honest, I didn't really like him all that much. Although he answered a few of my questions, I kind of feel like a lot of loose ends were left untied. He suggested that the brain tumor that I have is in fact not an optic glioma like I was originally diagnosed with, but with a tumor called an astrocytoma. This is a very slow growing tumor that rarely becomes a problem. He also pointed out that on my MRI, my neck has an abnormal shape. Usually, people have a slight "C" curve in their neck, but mine is bent the other way. He believes that the abnormal curve could be putting pressure on the base of my brain, which is causing the headaches. Dr. O'Neill was a fantastic doctor, don't get me wrong but I felt like he wasn't totally committed to my case. At one point in time, he was called out of the room to attend to some sort of "emergency", and after that he seemed a little preoccupied. Depending on the results of the MRI, my Mom and I will decide if I want to go back to see him just to tie up some loose ends.
So tomorrow I will be seeing the urologist, orthopedic surgeon and will have an X-Ray done of my neck and an MRI of my brain. The results from all the testing should be done by about Thursday, so I will have more information to share then.
In the mean time, I am going to go relax and read a book. I hope everyone is enjoying my blog!

Monday, July 18, 2011

Checking Out Rochester!

Today my Mom and I had the opportunity to tour the Mayo Clinic as well as some of the downtown area. We actually learned some pretty cool stuff and got to see a lot as well. From what we learned, the two brothers who founded the Mayo were amazing people. They gave so much not only to their profession, but to their community and the whole field of medicine.

                               Me with a statue of the Mayo Brothers

The Mayo is an absolutely beautiful building. The floors and walls are all made of marble, and everything is so clean and shiny! It is so massive, it won't be too hard to get lost! The Mayo Building has 20 floors (with 10 being added on sometime in the future), and that is just one of at LEAST five! To give you guys an idea how big this place is, there are about 2016 doctors and physicians, 2789 resident/students and 27,544 "allied health staff"!!! Rochester has about the same population as Red Deer (about 90 000).... so 1/3 of the city is employed at the hospital!!!! WOW!!!



Downtown was so nice! There are a lot of little shopping centers and restaurants to choose from! My Mom and I went to a little Italian place called Victoria's. Well, my Mom and I both agreed that the pizza we had there was the BEST pizza we had EVER had! It was so good!
When we were done touring downtown, we went back to the Mayo Clinic and checked in for my appointments tomorrow. If  you guys are interested in what appointments I have I created a new page on my homepage called "My Appointments"!!!! I'm looking forward to seeing these doctors, but I'm also nervous to hear what they have to say!

Sunday, July 17, 2011

Rochester!!!

WOO HOO!!! My Mom and I have made it safely to Rochester, and are just settling into our room. The flights were good, and we didn't have any problems with our flights or bags.
We have met some fabulous people so far, and they have really made us feel welcome in the USA. First, we met a young guy who was a maintenance worker in the Minneapolis airport who was fascinated with our "accents". He thought it was funny how we call  the bathroom "washroom" and then he threw out the "typical Canadian saying... "eh!!". Then we met two lovely ladies Connie and Jody who were on the same flight as my Mom and I to Rochester. They were so helpful in telling us where to go for good food, how to get to the Mayo, extra things to do in  my spare time and so on. Oh and also when we were waiting for the shuttle to pick us up from the Rochester airport an older lady who would have been in about her 60's came up to my Mom and I and offered to drive us to where we needed to go. I just can't believe how many amazing people I have met so far... and my journey has just begun!!!
So tonight my Mom and I are going to go find somewhere to eat. The restaurant at the hotel is supposed to have very good food, and there is a little Italian restaurant a few blocks away that we have been told by quite a few people to check out.
The weather is hot here... a humid 100 degrees Fahrenheit  (which is about 38-40 degrees Celsius).
Anyways, my Mom and I are about to check out the rest of the hotel. I'll make sure to write another post tomorrow!

Friday, July 15, 2011

Anxious, excited, worried and so much more

Well, it's official..... my Dad (and brother) are driving my Mom and I to Calgary tomorrow afternoon, as we have an early flight on Monday morning and didn't want to be getting up at 4 am!!!!
These past few days have been a bag of mixed emotions for me,  and to be honest I just don't know how I'm "feeling" right now. Don't get me wrong, I am definitely excited for this trip, but I"m also scared, nervous and anxious! I want some answers for all the unanswered questions I have, I want to be "fixed". I know I cannot be cured of my NF, but I just want relief of some of the symptoms! But in the same breath, I am so excited to get answers and I will be happy if they tell me my headaches (and other symptoms) are not able to be cured or fixed. What I mean by this is this trip is almost like closure in some way, because we are going to the top doctors who are educated thuroughly on NF (and that's a change!) I am actually so nervous/excited/anxious that I only slept 5 hours last night..... EEK!
This morning the Mayo Clinic called my house to confirm that we were still coming on the 17th. They informed me that I will have 3 appointments on Tuesday, 2 on Wednesday and 3 on Thursday! I can't believe that in the first 3 days I will have seen seven doctors already (I still don't know which doctor I an seeing on which day, so I'll keep you guys posted).
Lastly, I want to thank everyone who has been there for both me and my family in the past few weeks. All of your words of encouragement have meant a lot to me.
I"ll write another post once I get to Rochester, but for now I hope everyone has a great day!!!!

Sunday, July 10, 2011

Wow!

I just can't believe that I am going to be leaving in a weeks time! I am so excited to finally be going to Rochester Minnesota (after much planning and anticipation!)

I will try and keep this blog updated as much as I can. If and when there are days that I'm not well enough to blog, I will get my Mom to do some posts for me! Hopefully I won't need her to do it though! Also, once I know some sort of  "schedule" for which doctor I will see on which day, when I'm getting tests/scans/blood work etc I'll make sure to post it for you guys!

I want to thank everyone for being there for me not only in the past few months, but in the past few years as well. Because of some very special people (you know who you are), I have finally accepted  NF as part of me, and I no longer want to hide it. I used to be so afraid that people would think I was some sort of "freak" and once they figured out I had this disorder, they wouldn't want to be friends with me anymore. I know that might sound cheesy, but high school can be a mean place. I've seen kids get pushed around because of their "differences". Now, I KNOW that my NF makes me who I am, and its allowed me to grow up to be the person that I am. I want to be able to help sick kids, and I also wanting to raise more awareness for NF. Most of you have probably never even heard of Neurofibromatosis until you met me, and I want to be the one to change that. Someday, NF WILL be a commonly known disorder!!!

Sunday, July 3, 2011

2 More Weeks!

So two weeks from now, I'll be leaving with my Mom to go to the Mayo Clinic! I'm definitely getting more nervous as the date approaches for my first appointment, but I'm also getting more and more excited! We fly out on the 17th (of July), and my first appointment is on the 19th. I'll be seeing a geneticist who specializes in NF, and from there we will have all of our other appointments, tests, scans etc booked.
I'm supposed to see a neurologist, endocrinologist (hormone doctor), orthopedic surgeon, urologist, gynecologist, geneticist and a general practitioner.
We're all crossing our fingers that we'll find some kind of answer to my headaches and other health issues, and if there are no answers, we're just looking for some kind of closure!

I'm looking forward to keeping this blog, and I hope you all will enjoy it!